i hate seeing people i used to know.
life is pretty lame right now.
however, i'm going to college. yay.
tomorrow i turn eighteen.
in exactly one week, i walk at graduation.
life at the present is looking good.
but like a friend of mine just said, there's all that stupid worry about the future. we're too worried about what's going to happen to enjoy what's really good right now.
i'm going to enjoy myself tonight.
i think i spelled that wrong. oh well.
let's just say you're marvelous. you secret, you... that is so not a secret. our relationship has been wonderful and is continuing wonderfully and i'm trying to drop the expectation. things always seem to work out with us. thank you. you've done so much for me. thank you for truly caring about me. i love you.
people have been uppity lately. haha
nvm.
anyways, i don't really know what to say other than i miss mike right now. i hope i can see him tomorrrrrow. he's so cute, srsly, i have the cutest boyfriend in the world. and he loves meee. and i'm lucky. and he's so sweet. he bought me blueberry donut holes as a surprise today bc he knows blueberry donuts are my favorite. srsly those shits from dunkin donuts are awesome, i wish i could have some now with a bagel sandwich and some chai tea. mm. i'm thirsty. anyways. i painted my pinchpot in ceramics today and i hope it isn't ugly when it gets done. i'm making a coil pot but it's hard and i'm kind of a perfectionist (to a certain extent, anyways) so it's taking me a long time bc i hate when it looks like shit. it will probably look like shit anyways, though. today started out really gay but after mike got here it got better and he did a couple of really sweet and cute things today, but what else is new? i love him so much. yay.
i hope everyone is doing welllll.
<3
